called out

My mom called me out this morning. She asked if I am honest with myself because my blog is generally upbeat and happy and (recently) I have been really sad and down in the dumps.

Perhaps my excitement and upbeat self is how I hope to feel- not how I actually feel in the moment. So I write about it and think about it and hope that eventually I will be it! I guess its kinda like the secret- I put what I want out into the universe and think about it until it becomes my reality.

Curtis called me out last night. I was telling him what I was doing to make my current situation better. He basically told me that my plans sounded good but there is nothing that will make situation better except time. Dang. He also told me that I need to stop making plans and just be me. Be me in every moment. Be proactive to be me.

After the conversation with Curtis, I wondered how and when he became so wise.

Thanks for calling me out mom and Curtis.