Monday, April 6, 2009

This Moment

At this moment my wish for you is that you could be me. At this moment I see only beauty. I see only beauty in the world, in people, I even see beauty in things that aren't so beautiful.

At this moment I feel peace. I feel calm but ready to burst because of the calmness. At this moment I know I can change the world. There is nothing too big and nothing too small to make me compromise my dream. At this moment I can think of every good thing that has happened in my life and at this moment I have forgotten the bad-or perhaps at this moment I have new eyes to see the bad as good.

At this moment I hear the birds and the river and cars in the distance. I hear the wind in the trees and I hear my own self breathing. At this moment the sounds I hear resemble an orchestra. At this moment I can see every color of the rainbow and at this moment I am so thankful for my senses. I am always thankful for my senses but not like I am now...the sounds, the colors, the smells and the way my body responds to the sun that touches my skin...I am thankful beyond explanation at this moment.

At this moment I want to call my mom and my dad and my sisters and my brothers. At this moment I want them to know that I love them. I want them to know that they are my best friends-but they are beyond friends-beyond family even. At this moment I know that as long as we have each other, we have everything. I know that within the walls of my family, I have the very thing that most people search for-I have pure love.

At this moment I am my own best friend. I don't care what others think of me because I know I am okay. In the quiet hours of the night I like myself. I don't feel bad or guilty and I don't try to hide from parts of myself. At this moment I am glad to be me.

At this moment I am dreaming of what can be and at this moment I know that what can be, will be. At this moment nothing is impossible-everything is within my reach. At this moment I am happy and at this moment I wish everyone could feel what I am feeling.

At this moment, I know perfection exists because this moment is in fact PERFECT.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I love reading this post!! You sound so happy right now!! And that makes me happy!! You are a wonderful person and sister!!! I am happy to call you my sister!!! I miss you!!! And love you